desserts.

it should be spelled the other way round. yeah, i'm stressed.

a week to go, and lots of things to be done. seriously, dari segala macam borang kena isi, visa, and all those forms tak payah cakapla dah nak termuntah tengok, semua kena isi and very particular. tak bleh silap langsung. ok, done with that part, cuma tinggal nak check balik and submit.

next, packing things to be send home. well, kalau dah nama dok 2 tahun setengah, bajet bajet sendirikla barang nak banyak mana. tambah pulak umah dekat gila. senang keja ye tak? T_T" dalam usaha membungkus barang barang yang tak guna untuk shipping. oh, itu guna DUIT lagi. -_-"

cakap pasal duit, banyak duit dah abes kat macam macam benda. tak perlu nak cakap, bank draft saja dah dekat rm 500++. baru satu benda, tak campur tolak benda lain lagi. haish la, time ni aku rasa bersalah sangat nak mintak duit, sebab aku tawu dah banyak susahkan parents. :(

and again, stressed. it is not easy to please each and every person. what do you feel when people keep asking you about things they-should-leave-it-to-you? and you know we have been very busy with lots of things-you-know-that. i know my part, and i'll try my best to give you secepat mungkin, hell yes, i don't even want to hold it for too long. glad that i will not be in the post for next year. you should hold my post then to know how pening my kepala to think about all the matters. no offense, i know you won't read this. but please please, trust me, i also want to finish all this as soon as possible.

mixed up. :( i wanna be home now, can i?