She's gonna wait..

Friday, December 1, 2017

quick update!

Salam, hi, hello, konichiwa everyone!

it's been a long dayyyy, without you my friend eh ternyanyi pula lagu fast and furious :')

Well, well. What have you been up to?

As for me, sekarang tengah cuti sekolah. Which means, a break from everything about school, reports, and everything.

To be honest, the thoughts (well, you know.. the 'thoughts' that keep wandering ever since) are still there. It's just i don't feed those thoughts already. Not that i'm tired of it, just.. i feel i have a lot more to be done. The time is running out, we will be leaving this world soon, so why bother thinking about things that are beyond our control?

At times i do feel like giving up life, after all these. Seeing people's update on social media somehow makes me think - will i ever get the chance to feel the same way? The look - the happy, full of joy look seen on their face. It's just..... worth to be thought for a second.

Life is not all about those. You won't be happy when you yourself question everything around you. You won't feel enough and satisfied of your life, until you yourself find the joy living in it, your way. Not by comparing yours to others, no.

So now, i think it's better to focus on enjoying what we have now and just live the life to the fullest - with the highlight of the purpose of our life here - to please the One and the Only, the One who never fails to give you all the blessings you need and deserve and yet He's the one you always forget when you're on top of the world.

I guess this is not quick update anymore :") i should pen off now, got works waiting! Till then, take care everyone, stay safe! :)