changes.

ada lagi 2 bulan before i'm leaving.

and seriously, tak terasa nak pegi langsung. even tengah giat membuat persiapan,i guess i'm not ready yet, physically and mentally. and tak se-eksaited macam dapat result aritu. something wrong with me, right? people are getting excited when they're going to a new place, but not me.

i don't like changes. sebab nanti kena adapt dengan new things, new surrounding, new friends.

i'm scared i'm not able to face all these. to deal with the word NEW. sangat sangat rungsing, how i'm going to survive there. plus, lagi jauh dari family.

yeah i know pegi sana untuk belajar. untuk kaut ilmu kat tempat orang. but for some reasons, entah. macam not-into-it yet. mungkin sebab masih jauh kot tarikh nak pegi.

pray that i'll never change. semoga aku tetap qistina yang dulu. change for good is okay, but not for bad. hopefully.