perfectly fine

i don't know if this is normal.

i've gained so much weight, i can smile all day long, i can laugh whenever i want, i can just be perfectly fine.

which.. is not true. been losing weight drastically, tend to be in my own world, and easily get into deep thoughts.

i don't like the idea of thinking too much, but certain things really need my attention.

i just want to be alone, all alone tepi pantai, untuk selama mana yang boleh. boleh?

because i have a lot to think, a lot more than yours.


esok start cikgu ganti. and i don't really feel like going. takdak feelings. sorry anak anak murid, cikgu is trying very hard to keep holding on. not that cikgu nak zalimi hak kamu, cikgu takut dalam kelas pun cikgu boleh lost. lost in my own world huhu

"Hard times, is the time you spend trying to be stronger than you can ever think of."