too much to think about, too much.. for the zillionth time, i feel emotionless, restless, effortless. couldnt even bother what to feel anymore.
even the cengeng tears won't come out now. and that's when i seriously.. seriously have nothing left to say except sabar.
if only the word as easy as it sounds.
i really, really need time untuk duduk tepi laut all alone, just for once to clear up mind. just, for once.
"..even heroes have the right to bleed."