She's gonna wait..

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

tingtong.

kena kelentong. haha. bosan kot. T___T












dah. babai. taktaw nak cakap pa dah. nak stop blogging jap kot. sampai dah ada idea. jangan rindu aku. *ceh, macam ada.* TEEETT! wassalam.

give and take.

i'm sorry. i keep thinking you have forgotten me, when actually you are not. you are just too busy to keep in touch.

well, i'll keep my hands full with lots of things to be done, so that i don't have much time to miss you. :')

take care. everything i do, i'll make sure it is the best for you.






turn it up, at five minutes to midnight, we'll see our names in city light, we'll make the clock stop make your heart drop and come alive. :)

Monday, June 28, 2010

reflux oesophagitis.

title cam susah nak sebut kan kan kan. ok, sebelum aku start citer pape, ape kate try wild guess ape benda alah mak nenek title tu?


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okla. aku cakap jela. dengar leklok, ni doktor qistina-berangan-tapi-tak-jadi nak bagitaw serba sedikit pasal benda alah ni.

reflux oesophagitis ni terjadi bila asid dalam perut reflux atau dalam bahasa aku, menolak content perut ke fallopian tube. eh tak, ke tiub makanan yang berdekatan dengan paru-paru. ini menyebabkan terjadinya sesak nafas atau kesukaran untuk bernafas. well, penyakit ni tak berbahaya, tapi kalau slalu2 jugak jadi, haru jugak la. hoho.

kenapa saya bercerita tentang penyakit ini? kerana pada suatu hari, saya telah mengalami sesak nafas. lalu, selepas memberitahu ibu, pegila jumpa doktor. mula2, before tu, aku syak aku dapat penat or asma or lelah. tapi, yang nak buat aku tergelak, doktor tu bleh cakap, "awak ni sesak nafas sebab makan BANYAK ni." serius, aku tak gelak la depan dia. tapi lucu, sebab makan banyak pun bleh ada penyakit camni. BANYAK la sangat aku makan. haha :D

then, sembang2 semua dengan doktor, dia sowh aku baring, nak buat ultrasound check. fuiyoo. 1st time kot. haha. :D best best. rase cam geli2 ade gak. tengok segala kidneys, jantung, dan macam2 lagi. :)

last skali, dia bagitaw, aku kena makan yang gaviscon tu. tiap kali lepas makan, satu camca besar. ok, so, settle la jumpa dengan doktor. tapi nak cakap, seriusss tak sedap gaviscon yang rupa macam k*hak dan bau lain macam. tu 1st dan last aku makan. HAHA.

persoalannya di sini. kalaw saya tak makan banyak, macam mana saya nak me'ngembang'kan badan saya yang tak seberapa nak kembang ni? T_T"

petua doktor tu: makan SIKIT tapi KERAP. okay, kita try. :D HAHA.

tag from shimaaaa! :D

mood untuk buat tag! :D

jejoomm! :)))

Adakah anda rasa anda hot?
nehi. tidaktidak.


Upload wallpaper laptop yang anda guna sekarang



*mcm comel je. sebab tu buat wallpaper. :) actually aku letak wallpaper gambar orang yang aku sayang, tapi taknakla expose disini, malu2 kucing haha* ;p

Kali terakhir makan pizza?
a week before exam kot. awal bulan 5 la. saya bukan peminat tegar pizza nak makan selalu2 :D

Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
heart heart heart heartbreak by boys like girls. antara band favereto de amor aku. :)

Apa anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
makan roti gardenia ikan bilis. :D well, no food no qistina. HAHA.


Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil dengan nama apa?

qiss, cookies, ina. :D nurul pun ada. mungkin sebab nak sebut nama waktu awal2, nak tergeliat lidah kot. haha

Tag 5 orang, siapa yang nak kena tag?
cik zaty *taktawula ang dah kena ke tak, tapi kalau rajin, bwat je lagi skali :D*

encik hisham kita *buat sham, jangan tak buattt!* :D

cik tengo :) anda ditagg! sila rajin2kan diri bwat :D

cik pinat assignment untuk pinatt! :>

encik muz aku taw, ang malaih sket bab2 bwat tag ni, tapi takpala, kot2, ang buang tebiat kaa. mana nak pi taw. :D

Siapa orang No.1 pada anda?
my besties waktu maktab dulu. :) always there for me. :DD

Katakan sesuatu pada orang No.5?
wehh. portugal menang bola kali ni. taktipu. HAHA. mesti sentapp punya kalau ang baca niiih. :D

No.3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?
aish ten, dah ada tu share2 la. jangan senyap sorang ja. :) buat masa ni, saya tak pasti la. tapi macam bleh suspect kot. :DD

Bagaimana pula dengan No.2?
sham? eerk. kena tanya tuan punya badan la. kalaw tak salah, last chat dia bagitaw dia dah selamat kawen dengan taylor swiff. ye tak sham? :D

No. 4?
uish. ni lagila. dah kecik kiut miut comel lotey. mesti ofkos komfem dah berpunya. :) ye tak, pinat?

Berikan fakta tentang orang yang anda tag.
zaty : caring, suka bantu orang, tinggi melayut ;p pipi yang rasa cam nak tarik2 ja. :)
hisham : yang paling aku ingat janggut anda, ;p jiwang tangkap lentok, suka senyum :)
fatin nadzirah : suka gado dengan muz, ;p haha. comel :) cepat mesra :DD
pinat : kiut, senyum nak manis. :) pandai menari. :>
muz : otai. haha. ;p dah dah, malas nak describe banyak2 kat ang. HAHA.

sila sila la buat ye :D

sekian dari saya. hoho.

next entry bila aku abes bosan owkayy? tingtong.

wassalam.

Friday, June 25, 2010

esok, realiti bermula. tak taw nak rasa apa.

esok pulang ke kuching-maktab-tercinta-lagi-saya-suka.

okay. adjektif memang tak sesuai digunakan, lebih2 lagi selepas cuti panjang selama sebulan. ini menyebabkan beliau rasa macam tak nak balik, kerana perasaan malas amat meluap2 macam gunung berapi nak meletus. okay, ini lagi merapu merepek meraban.

satu adjektif yang sangat sesuai sekarang. MALAS. yahh. itu realiti. bukan fantasi. errgh.

serius malas. baju packing separuh jalan. mood tah pape. bleh tengok tv selamba bewak lagi. tak rasa macam esok nak balik. padahal...

tu la sebab tak suka cuti. sebab bila nak balik, liaaaaat sangat kot. :/

papepun, hidup mesti rock & roll. tamau sedih2 macam ape je slalu. chill babe. have your life there. *menyedapkan ati semata-mata*

doakan aku safe journey. esok, penang-kuching, 1815-2005.

hmmm. serius hati takde kat sana. rasanya i'm going to leave it here. :(

till then. take care. wassalam.

Friday, June 18, 2010

cuti dah nak pegi. :/

salam all..

long time no see. yep, aku jarang online skrang ni. asyik berebut lapitop dengan adik2. susah. hishhk.

untuk sape2 yang tag aku, nanti aku free aku buat taw. serius tak berkesempatan gila kot. *ayat sekema nak mampus*. haha.

okayhh. got to go. see ya! take care.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

qistinology? pelik. o.O"

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THE RULES: Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to wipe out my answers and supply your own. After, choose some people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.tag a bunch of people.


Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology".

~~~~~~~FOODOLOGY~~~~~~~
1. What is your salad dressing of choice?
hm. lotsa mayonese on it will do :)))

2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
kfc, mcd. :D mane2 pon bleh asal MAKANAN. ;D

3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
CHAR KOAY TEAW, tak tipu. :>

4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
not so spicy please. preferable chicken :D

5. What do you like to put on your toast?
planta + kaya. kdg2 jem.




~~~~~~~TECHNOLOGY~~~~~~~


1. How many televisions are there in your house?
one and the only. in living room.

2. The color of your cell phone?
hitam itu classy. haha

3. How long would it take you to look up who invented the Rubber Band?
aiya. cm malas je nak carik. boleh tak? -.-"

4. Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer has?\
erk. currently using my mom's lappy. hmm. TEEET! 1.6 Ghertz kot ;p


~~~~~~~BIOLOGY~~~~~~~


1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
righty.

2. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
erm, lens? yerp, and replaced with new one. :D

3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
erk. luggage tyme balik naek train? 12kg kot.

4. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
naah.




~~~~~~~CRAZYOLOGY~~~~~~~


1. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
yup.

2. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
i love my name. nurul qistina. :) simple and sweet. erk? ;p

3. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
ahaha. depends. :D klw takde dwet, okla.


~~~~~~~DUMBOLOGY~~~~~~~


1. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
tak terkira klw trmasuk yg dh rosak. haha

2. Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
i'm a good goody girl. :D no cops. robocop yes. ?

3. Last person you talked to??
ibu. ibu ckp nk guna lappy plak, check emel.

4. Last person you hugged?
former primary school tcher. :) cg syikin.




~~~~~~~FAVORITOLOGY~~~~~~~


1. Season?
erm, winter? i love snow. :)

2. Holiday?beach or island
island kot. rasa private sket. ceeh.

3. Day of the week?
friday. sbb esok nya weekend!:D

4. Month?
disember. cuti end of year


~~~~~~~CURRENTOLOGY~~~~~~~


1. Missing someone?
hmm. mungkin o.O

2. Mood?
xdak special mood. biasa2 jak.

3. What are you listening to?
boys like girls - 5 minutes to midnight :)

4. Watching?
lapitopp laa pkcikkk


~~~~~~~RANDOMOLOGY~~~~~~~


1. First place you went this morning?
kitchen. buat air teh.

2. What's the last movie you saw?
lagenda budak setan.

3. Do you smile often?
yesss! :)))




~~~~~~~OTHER-OLOGY~~~~~~~


1. Do you always answer your phone?
hmm. ya. if i heard the ringtones.

2. It’s four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
nobody. ergh.

3. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
hazel. beautiful

4. Do you own a digital camera?
nada. sik ada! ;p

5. Have you ever had a pet fish?
used to have it.

6. Favorite Christmas song(s):
teet.next.

7. What's on your wish list for your birthday?
someone. hurmm.

8. Can you do push ups?
hah? hahaha ;p

9. Can you do a chin up?
hmm.

10. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
nervous kot. hmm

11. Do you have any saved texts?
ofcoz..!

12. Ever been in a car wreck?
sik.

13. Do you have an accent?
nopee.

14. What is the last song which made you cry?
lgu lagenda bdk setan tu la. meleleh kot ayaq mata haha

15. What are your plans for tonight?
stay at home. eat more and more food. boleh? ;p

16. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
hmm. yup

17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday:
? nope. no shopping recently.hmm

18. Have you ever been given roses?
tak penah kot. huhu

19. Current worry?
esok jumpa doc. huhu takut.

20. Current hate right now
hmm. this feeling.

21. Met someone who changed your life?
ntah.

22. How will you bring in the New Year?
ntah jugak.

23. What song represents you?
... my happy ending -avril.

24. Name three people who might complete this?
sape2 nak buat, you are most most welcomed! :)

25. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
nak nak!

26. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
hmm. yep.

27. Do you have any tattoos/piercings?
tak.

28. Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
ntahla.mungkin.

29. Does anyone love you?
erm, ade kot. segelintir.

30. Ever had someone sing to you?
hmm. ntahla nk ckp ade ke tak. tak sure kot

31. When did you last cry?
byk kali gak kot in this few weeks. trutamanya dis week. hmm

32. Do you like to cuddle?
aah.


33. Have you held hands with anyone today?
no.

34. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
lgu jwang.

35. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
both.

36. Do you like pulpy orange juice?
suka kot.



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pheew! akhernya. huu. penat gila nak pk jwpn kot. ok.. got to go. anyway,esok ade appointment dgn doc. wish me luck. takut jmpa doc kot. :/ and at times i need you, you are not there. thanks. :(

Thursday, June 3, 2010

now what?

meh aku update ape aku dah bwat kat umah for these few days.

1. jadi surirumah yang berjaya. ya. dari awal pagi, aku laundry, sidai baju satu family. wahh. memang rutin harian aku sebulan. & memasak. ok, yang ni, no komen. semalam first try kot bwat puding karamel. the result? MANIS melecaih. hmm. mungkin sebab orang yang bwat pon adekkk MANIS. TEEET! ;p today's menu? ibu pesan masak sayur.:)no problem. simple kacang ja. ;p *ada ciri2 surirumah tangga yang ideal tak?* esok2, aku masak plak gulai ke, masak kicap ke. :D asam pedas ke. ;p

2. tengok tv sampai lebam bijik mata. ok, part lebam bijik mata tipu. tapi memang aku menghadap tv je la. dah bosan. T.T" nak bwat ape lagi? cuba bagi suggestions kat aku sket. :/

3. okay. ibu bagi kerja 'sekolah' kat aku. aku kena mark soklan2 kuiz kesihatan yang telah dibwat dengan merapunya oleh pelajar2 beliau. MALAS. -_-* nanti2la aku sambung kot. *susah gak nak jadik cikgu.*

esok? plan nak kuar dengan maksu pegi tengok wayang & girls' day out! :) thanks maksu! macam taw2 ja bosan gila kot kat umah :/

matlamat cuti? boleh tercapai kot sekiranya konsisten. :p makan banyak2 lagi okayy! dan perlu lebih serius belajar memasak. :D

tu je kot update. aku dah malas nak type ni. dahla dengan emo tak pasal arini.hmm. :/



ps: i miss you :'( sorry.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

hmm.

don't have any feelings right now to be exact.













& alone. & feels bored. and sorry. :(

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

sorry. :(

sorry if i hurt you.













trust me, that will do. trust my heart, it's with you now. sorry again :(